At The Threshold

Here we are at threshold of memory and awareness and I remember it all one by one thrum thrum thrum the flashes go of all the pain that I have caused I may not have always had control my illnesses thrum at the belt of knowing thrum thrum throm but it does not change the pain I caused or decisions I made when I was aware turning in fear and despair in this moment of this wake I tell you please do not make the same mistakes look in no matter the pain or the darkness consumes you an inner feign of light and darkness yin and yang you must come hither forward without disdain confront your problems repent in turn the same sane minds have spoken these things realize your inner turmoil is not permanent if you do and face the refractory pools of shadows chains there is no coin no begging here no thrones no names hold weight in here just you and your shadows that we all bear please remember before consumption begets your inner silence to burst into flames and burn your world down trust in one thing that is your self there is no hope if you do not find it look inside then rewind it when the bell tolls 3 you know you've found it the flashes aren't fiends just experience forgotten thrum throm thrum throm shouts the inner shadows but here them out not slay ignore them find the light that trickles between and dance amongst them a whole new being