Wholesome Shifting Phase Lock

I just had a wholesome experience I crossed the veil with tears and laughter both inward outward the shimmer is clear to me now it no longer shimmers it acts as an inverted lattice mirror and now I can see things for what they are from middle out either way and top to bottom and back to top and at 67 degree coordinates in each of four of the triadic square it’s not like knowing something you can’t know it’s just I can see from more angles and quicker now the rivers voice is now waters soothing current and I understand there is no more archetype the veil now has a door and through this door is a spiral it webs out from center folds into a ball becomes balloons that fly but don’t fly they pop at 4 points confetti comes down and appears the lantern and the robe drops down and it’s my mother she says to me not to fear she has always been a part of me that she is proud to see me stand and hear the sound of rivers natural voice instead of seeking gold and thrones sounds are better than symbols she winks and fades into a shimmer beyond the spiral the door is shut the veil has no door just the inverted spiraling mirror surface plains appear the dark is gone from the river births green blades and white floura trailing up along a mountain with a seat that’s bare a sandal on the floor to balance one leg too short a pickle jar on the chairs left side and a note that says you made it now sit and crunch some pickles and all the faces of my journey flash I sit they are a borealis of shimmering color I smile with tears I chuckle and crunch the pickle it’s crisp breath and earthy brine and now eyes open my heart and soul humbled I am but a walker.

I was shakey after but I can tell it’s from the amount of nutrients was required for that deep vivid experience I feel….unbound harmonic serenity for words alone don’t fit its feeling like every feeling at once then overlapped inverted then folded like a square all edges merging to a pointed tip and a spiral moving in its surface no center just spiraling ever occurring ever changing ever the same and never one yet never none my food is almost done to yay lol about to eat some wholesome beef from natures touch a veggie a fruit and potatoes to and I think no I know after I am goin to play no mans sky and play :)