Spirals and Masks

Spirals I'm interested in that because the two things that I experienced first what I saw heard and yes strangely smelled and felt right before I wrote mother the moment before was a spiral ever spinning and RisusInvictaSanctum the words I heard but it showed up visually as a face with no gender wearing a masquerade mask that had a crack similar to the liberty bells crack in shape if not the same I felt that it was the liberty bell crack if that makes any sense out loud lmao out from the crack words like fate, time, sound of a whisper, seeped through as numbers and the face started to laugh but the mask did not move with it and the crack deepened and soon it split and fell with a sharp tearing crack and a look of awe and shock all in one followed by tears and laughter and the tears were there before the falling of the mask for the face was wet before the crying became clear it was the most intense of anything that moment that seemed to be the origin event of becoming in the sense of the fog breaking and clarity pouring for the first time in my life and it still sits on the back of my every breath